Indecision becomes decision with time. …

“Where are you”

“Wyd”

You tell him none of his concern. See guys love to work on their time. Like the world revolves around them. Like someone is just going to wait for them. See theres this thing about time.

Let’s start with the fact that time is the only resource that you don’t get back. For women its an even bigger thing. But that is a conversation for another day. For me, there is one thing I hate and that is someone wasting me time because they don’t know what they want. Don’t hold me at arms length because you’re not sure what you want in life or because you’re “dealing with something”. This goes for situations far more than just relationships. Like family members who only hit you up when they need something or friends who only hit you up when they’re bored.

I think I am just at the point in my life where I’m just over people using me for their benefits. If you have the intentions to use me then leave me alone please. You’re messing with my peace for your pleasure. Since you want to only hit me up when it’s convict for you, I’m going to go make money, meet new people who genuinely care about me, and look good doing it.

I have lost so many people in my life family, friends, and people I cared for. I’ve had to do so much on my own for so long. Yes, it makes me strong, but sometimes I just don’t want to be strong. The cards I were given for life actually suck and I’m doing my best with this hand. It would just be nice to be happy for a long period of time.

You could say that it’s getting easier and easier for me to drop people. Do I miss them? Sometimes. But this is how it has to be for now on.

So I don’t get even with people, I level up and let them watch front row. Remember that I am a true believer in karma and I’ve stopped taking things in my own hands because that cost me too much energy.